Hey Paradise, there are many people that feel just like you and I, I wish that someone would explain to me, WHY? She didn't hurt him in anyway, shape or form. She was a single woman and as such had the right to go see whoever she wanted, I knew her better than she knew herself and I know that if she loved him as much as she said, well then she herself would have control of her feelings and not do anything to hurt him.
Plus he was a married man with a wife, and should have known that my Angel could come and go as she pleased wtih whomever she wanted. I even knew that, I didn't always like it, but what was I to do, she was a free spirit and as long as there was no ring on her finger, well she could do as she pleased. He really must have been a control freak, I still can't understand why he flipped out, but to say nothing, write nothing, what a heartless b a s t a r d. I received you message and I have already contacted several people, and once again I will send a e-mail and see if I get a reply, so far, no answer. Hang in there, life is short and all we can do is help each other.

I hear what your saying, I know alot of people would like answers, and answers to WHY also. Did he just wake up one morning and say to himself its over, done and just pretend that nothing happened, that all those phone calls/e-mails were nothing, his vow to love her always and his love laced e-mails didn't exist. The hows and why's will never be answered, but to hurt the one person that would have done anything for him is totally unacceptable. If ever I had the chance to meet Mr. JM I think someone would have to hold me back, he not only is responsible for us lossing a very important part of our life, the music world lost a member of their world too. And that I cannot forgive.

See you soon.

You know M. not once in all the years since her death has he done anything and I mean anything to help us try and understand what happened. He always had a big mouth on all the message boards, under all his phoney names, but when her family wanted answers, he didn't say Boo. He has a big mouth on the computer but he is a gutless wonder, everyday I have to remind myself that I made a promise not to do anything to hurt him, I at least have honored that request for now. I've received e-mails and phone conversation that everything is in place for our "birthday party", if I didn't do this each year I think I'd lose my mind. I hope that in his own stupid way he remembers too.